This blog is one about life. So I'll be writing about nearly everything: how I feel, new looks, inspirations, and stuff that gives me hope. And don't be surprised if I mention CTY ;) That place changed my life. I wouldn't be who I am without it.
I guess one of the first steps to finding yourself is to help yourself. And by helping yourself, you have to identify the heaven and hell aspects of your life.
So for this post, it'll be on hell.
So what's hell for me?
Hell is when someone just decides to point a finger at you and blame you for something you never did. Hell is when people decide to mock you because they're so insecure about themselves, that they need a scapegoat. Hell is when someone you trusted, turns their back on you because they want to lift themselves "upwards and onwards". Hell is when someone whom you lifted up, lets you fall to the ground because they didn't want to be seen picking you up. Hell is when people decide to ignorant and judgemental.
Ultimately, Hell is when pretenders get to decide what is the "truth". When they fail to understand that everyone has a right to their own piece of happiness.
But I guess to solve this, to take the high road, is to create your own heaven in the midst of all of this.
The way I see it, take life one bit at a time. Just take it slow. I say to myself, why let them judge me by their standards? I should feel sorry for them, because by doing this, they kill their own ability to find "heaven". I guess maybe I'll pushed around, mocked and taunted for a couple more years. But then again, so what? Someday, I'll walk up that Stairway to Heaven. And I've started that journey already. By finding CTY.
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